Bye 2008!

Yeah yeah work again tomorrow... though this would be my last rest day from work, might as well blog rather than spending time surfing nothing on the internet.

2008 was a not so good year for me, every failure that I can't imagine happened that year. My postponed plan of going to Singapore (mahirap maghanap ng work abroad when you're not financially ready and have no adequate experience yet) and failure in putting up my little net cafe. Yes its 2 failures but it did really made an impact in my life. Why? well.. because of my mom (which should be the one comforting me) is the one pulling me down.

The whole of 2008 was the endless "putak" of my mom about how BIG of a failure I am, she was never proud of me. I find it that way since she always talks about the things I was not able to do which is part of my future plans, never did she mention that she was proud of me for finishing college or having a good job. she always states that puro lang ako salita and walang gawa.

Her reasons for those are:

1. I never knew how to commute from our house to ongpin. (marunong ako, takot lang ako madukutan)
2. I don't want to learn to drive daw. (gusto ko naman eh, but I just don't have time to go to LTO yet)
3. Hindi padin daw ako umaalis to Singapore. (I have plans, still searching the right job)
4. Bakit mas magaling cousins ko kesa sakin. (Why need to compare?!)

I feel na parang ang babaw ng mga dahilan ng mom ko para maging malaking failure ako!

I'm just praying that 2009 will a good year for me, I just want my mom to stop comparing me to my cousins who have BF's that are rich, who knows how to go to places in the Philippines via commute, or Being able to drive... :(