Now what....

I already got the forms along with my payslip a while ago, good thing there's still time so I went to MESALA and submitted the forms. I will be able to get my loan within the next day according to their staff.

So what now? hahaha, I really am having a hard time adjusting to the next stage of my life. It seems like I'm diving into a situation that I am not yet ready to handle. But here I am now, and I know for a fact that I can get through with this. I already prayed for this and God has answered it, I will be praying next is the success of the shop and also for me to be able to manage my time, working and managing a business is not that simple. The only reason I have why I planned to put up my own shop is because of our financial status. My current salary is a big help but frankly speaking with me using only just half of my salary its not that good, the other half of it goes to my mom. I really wanted to give me and my mom a better future that's why I'd rather risk everything just to be able to give her the life that she has never experienced. I have a pretty dramatic life, it would be fit for teleseryes...


So back to the topic of my shop, I will be giving the half of the payment tomorrow after work, by wednesday and thursday we would be fixing the permits. Our target opening is on October.